How Time Really Fly's;

"Second by second, minute by minute,

hour by hour, day by day,

week by week, and month by month."

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And now its 6 months later, Wow how time passes by. That's six months of time I haven't spent with her. I know she is in a better place, and I have accepted what happened. I just wish the story didn't end this way. So many things that I wish I could have told her, and So many things I wish I could have shown her. I know she would be proud of me going to church and my grades, I just wish I could hear her approval in my ear. Even though I know exactly what she would say. Not a day that goes by that I don't wish she could still be with us. But I'm glad she's not hurting that way any more I know she loves it better up there. She can have anything she wants. And watch all her babies do what she couldn't. I wish I could go back to the months that she was in the hospital and take her out and make her wish come true. Just for her to go home, in her own house. But I can't. I wasn't there when she took her last breath but I wish I was. It's been hard without her no doubt. But we're a strong family we will keep going strong.

R.I.P Grandma Connie

4-28-09